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Sunday, December 28, 2014

Better Days Ahead



Merry Christmas!



Christmas lawmhnak, hngangam daihnak nan dihlak cung ah um ko seh! Christmas thla December cu aliam thluahmah ko. Thla vialte lak ah December thla hi a nuam khun ko. Thla hramthawk kaa in Radio ah Christmas hla lawng te a ra i Chirstmas phanh lai ka rak i ngaih tuk. Christmas eve cu rian ka ttuan i zan hnu ngai ah ka ttin. Christmas ni cu tuan ah ka
tho kho lo. 12pm ah pumh hramthawk ding si tik ah rawl ttha thi in ei tak nak caan zong um pek lai lo tiah hnu ah ka tho
hram fawn. Nain, ka thawh ah cun ka u le an pa cu heh tiah rawl an rak chuang len ko. Christmas ni i rawl chuan lo cu an ti. Ka phruhrung pah nain bawmh awk um lem lo i coffee tu ka ding. Rawl kan ei tti hna cun Biakinn ah kan kal. 12:15pm ah ka phan. Pumh an thawk rih lo. Lawmhnak thlam lawngte in kan biakinn cu a khat ko. Hla kan sa hna, thawngttha bia kan ngai. Bawipa nih a kan dawtnak a nganzia ka ruat. Ngeihchunh fapa fangkhat te misual kan caah a kan sianh i vawlei cung ah a rak thlah. Bawipa na cung ah ka lawm. Jesuh na cung ah ka lawm! Mary na cung ah ka lawm! 
 


Surrender

"The heart of worship is surrender."
Rick Warren ttialmi "The purpose driven life" chung in ka duh mi te vun hrawmh ka duh. 
"Everybody eventually surrenders to something or someone. If not to God, you will surrender to the opinions or expectations of others, to money, to resentment, to fear, or to your own pride, lusts, or ego. [....]. Surrender is not the best way to live, it is the only way to live. Nothing else woks, All other approaches lead to frustration, disappointment, and self-destruction. [...]. Sometimes it takes years, but eventually you discover that the greatest hindrance to God's blessing in your life is not others, it is yourself__your self-will, stubborn pride, and personal ambition. You can't fulfill God's purposes for your life while focusing on your own plans. 

If God is going to do his deepest work in you, it will begin with this, So, give it all to God: your past regrets, your present problems, your future ambitions, your fears, dreams, weaknesses, habits, hurts, and hang-ups. Put Jesus Christ in the driver's seat of your life and take your hands off the steering wheel. Don't be afraid; nothing under his control can ever be out of control. Mastered by Christ, you can handle anything."

Books

Sianginn on hlan ah rel awk cauk pahnih ka ngei. Bawi Mang Lian ttialmi "Duhnak Ramvai" le Khaled Hosseini ttialmi "And the mountains echoed" timi an si. Cauk rel hi ka rak zuam tuk nain hlan tluk in ka rel kho ti lo. Ka relmi zong ka lung ah sau a cam kho ti lo. Ka khuatuak tanmi a tam ruang ah ma si hnga ka ti. Cuti ko in khuaruah awk le ka ngei lo nain :P Nick ttialmi "Life without Limits" timi ka dih deng lio te si. Malala cauk zong rel ka duh ngai. Seih-ku-yin caan tthumh deuh i cauk rel deuh hram thawk ka hau...Ahang zong ngah lo, afe zong tan ttuang lo ah hla ngaih pah i seih-ku-yin hi ka phyiat a hau :D

Reading

Christmas zarh phanh hlan deuh ah ka tunu te a zaw i nithum chung inn ah ka um pi. Tho kho lo in zawt cu a si lo nain flu a si i hawilak ah kal pi khawh a si lo. A tho TV a zoh, ka ipad in Netflix ah movie a zoh, cun ka phone a hlan i games aa celh. A mit zong tthatthi in au kho lo tiang in tv, phone le ipad he a buai ko. Ka dinh ter i tuah awk dang zeihmenh a thei lo. "Zeidah ka tuah lai? ka um har tuk." ti lawng te. "Lente va i celh, painting va tuah" ka ti i "celh awk ka thei lo" ti si ko. Ka lung rawh ning cu. Adam lo i sik le ka duh fawn lo. Cabuai cung ah sianginn in a rak i ttin pimi cauk pakhat ka hmuh i ka rel. "Ready, Freddy" ti si rua. Ka rel lio a ka hmuh i "yah ka cauk cu na rel?" a ka ti. "Cauk rel cu a ttha mi pei si cu. Ngakchia lawng rel ding cauk ti a um lo. Cauk ka rel ruang ah na ka halmi pawl kan leh khawh peng hi. Na theih lo mi zong ka theihnak hi cauk ka rel ruang ah a si" tiah ka leh. A ka zoh ko. Ngakchia cauk a si i chikhat te ah ka dih. Tlawmpal ah chuncaw ka ser piak i coka ah ka chiah tak. Ihnak khan ah ka lut i tlawmpal ah ka va veh cun cauk a rak rel ko. "Tuni hrim ah mah cauk hi a dih tiang ka rel lai." a ka ti. Ka ni, a cel ah ka hnamh i ka kal tak. Dai tein rak rel kho seh tiah!
yes, I do like our story the best too!

Laksawng

Tukum Christmas cu hohmeh laksawng ka chuah kho hna lo. Kut tongh
khawh mi laksawng ka chuah kho hna lo nain dawtnak laksawng tu chuah khawh ka zuam hram lai...
Ka hawinu he kan i tong kho i ka lawm tuk. Ka hawidawt pawl hi Pathian pekmi laksawng sungbik cu an si ko. 



















Sunday, December 14, 2014

So I pray...

"My Secret is Simple.I Pray." ~ Mother Teresa

Tuni cu ka pum kho lo. Ka hawinu nih bawmh aka hal i al awk ttha lo. Ka herh caan ah aka bawm pengtu a si i a voikhatnak bik bawmh a ka hal a si. Sunday ah rian ka ttuan lonak a sau ngai cang. Kumthum leng hrawng a si cang lai dah. Tuni cu ka va i thawh hau..Camipuai dihka te a si i ka zang ngai. Grade bal an post rih lo i zeidik lawh lai :D January zarhthumnak tiang dinh caan ka ngei. Nuam tuk!!! Xmas zong nai thuahmah cang. Inn lei le hawile laksawng kuat ding minung an tam ning le tangkaa ka ngeih lo ning hi. Ka rian hawi Chinese nu cu online in cards pawl ka download i ka kuat hna a ka ti. Ka nihnak ah ka pawzong fak dih! Laksawng cu zeizah man a si poah ah a sunglawi dih ko. Lungthin tak in pekmi laksawng cu man khiah khawh a si lo tiah ka ruah. Zingkaa ah ka hawipa nih ca a ka kuat. "Ka hawinu caah xmas laksawng pek ka duh..idea ka pe" a ka ti. Pek awk idea ka thei lo. "tumbul(earrings) a dawhmi, ahme mi te cawk piak ko ngat" ka ti. "Na simple ning!" a ka ti. Ruah awk ka thei ve lo. 
Ka no deuh lio cun laksawng caah ka duhmi a rak tam tuk. Lists in ttial cun catlap hmaikhat cu a khat diam lai. Nain atu cu ka duhmi laksawng zeipi pa um ti lo. Inchungkhar, hawikom le pawngkam nih an ka dawt caah ka lawm i an ka care caah ka lawm chin. Pathian nih a ka dawt tuk fawn. Ka nunnak ah ka tonmi minung vialte ka caah an ttha dih. Mittha lo zong he ka ton caan a um ko lai nain a donghnak ah Pathian nih timhnak he a rak ka ton termi minung pawl an rak si tawn ka fiang tthan peng. Pathian nih aruang um lo in a kan ton termi thil zeihmenhh a um lo i ka upa deuh ka fiang deuh, i lak zia ka thiam deuh fawn ;) "All I want for X'mas is ...." tiah ka hawi le nih blank an ka fill up ter. Happiness tiah ka ttial i "khuachia nu! Jackpot na duh deuh lo ma?" an ka ti. Kan ni len..:) 

Keimah ca'h lawng ah si lo... vawilei cung mi vialte ca'h Pathian sin in rami "NuamhNak" hmuh khawh hi ka saduhthah cu a si ko!!!

Monday, December 1, 2014

Hello December!


Ngaih bikmi December thla kan phan tthan cang. Zumlotu zong nih December thla phanh lai an i ngaih cio hna. Zumtu kan ca chin ah cun a sunglawi bikmi thla a si i lunglawmhnak in akhat mi thla zong a si fawn. It lo in ni kum zong sweet december ka rak hngak. Kum liam a fawi ko. Tuzong December kan phan tthan cang. Kumkhat chung zeidah tthathnemnak ka tuah mi um tiah khua ka ruat. Nikum ka dir hmunnak in kan tthancho deuh cu a fiang ko. Bawipa na cung ah ka lawm!


Dawt awk tlak lomi na hei ka dawt ning! Harnak ka ton caan zong ah inn khawhnak thazang na ka pek i ka tonmi chung in fim na ka cawn piak. Atluang lo tukmi lam ah hnangam tein kal kho ding in ralthatnak, daihnak thinlung na ka pek. Vawilei cung nuamhnak lak ah vakvai in kan philh caan zong ah na kut nem na ka thlah tak bal lo. Tho kho tthan lo tiang in tlu lo ding ah na ka um pi peng. Bawipa na ka dawt ning hi! Ka lawm!


Zing fate a fekmi na dawtnak in na ka hlauh. Hnangam tein ih khawhnak caan ttha na ka ser piak. Hling le lung lak ah khong lo tein tinhmi lamtluan phan ding in lam na ka hmuhsek. A caan caan ah kan au hnawh, kan rak i "na um tak ma?" tiah bia kan chalh! A hmun lomi vawilei cung thilri kong ah kan buai hnawh! Hawi he tah chunh in ka lungsi lonak vial te na lu cung chuang in sual kan phawt. Mah lak zong ah nem tein na ka leh i na vel ka ca ah a zat zia na ka fian ter! A si Bawipa! Your grace is enough for me!!!

Thluachuah na ka pekmi chung in cheuhra cheukhat hmenh kan pe kho tawn lo.
Nang nih cun na fapa ngeihchunh te tiang in na ka pek. Ka ruah deuh ah na
                                                                                                    hmai kan khah lo ning hi Bawipa! Cun, chimcawk loin na cung ah ka lawm!